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Dre starts freaking out when Ruby says she has a new man in her life.
Ruby met him online, after getting some help from Zoey, Junior, Jack and Diane to set her up with a dating profile.
a game I had been on the sidelines in since I was 17 (which was the last time I 'dated' someone) ... Now I am able to move on if I see early on a particular person is just not right for me. Several times I caught myself thinking how nice it would be if I had that special someone in my life.
I compare my experience to being dropped down via parachute in the middle of China with nothing more than the shirt on my back ... I would rather be single than be in a bad relationship. I don't like the instances when I arrive at a party or get-together and I am flying solo. And Valentine's Day, well the Valentine's Days I have experienced when I was not in a relationship turned out to be a couple of the longest days of the year.
I am 37 years old, single and back in the dating game. In a nutshell: Married my high school sweetheart; we parted ways after spending half our lives together; she re-married; I got back into the dating scene but have not been as fortunate as her when it comes to finding that special someone (if that truly exists). I am being selfish in my life right now but I think I owe it to me to be selfish right now.
So there I was and here I am -- back in the dating game ... I have spent my entire life making sure everyone else was happy while my own wants and needs went un-fulfilled. Don't get me wrong, I would love to find my "soulmate" if one exists for me. I am not forcing relationships and trying to twist and turn them to make them work.